Bad decision

I dont have a conscience
cause i tried to make a decision once
they were all over me
like it was some destiny

the path i take
is not the path i make
your path of it
is embedded deep within it

Words fail me
my breath speakes more than me
In solitude i recall
When from your grace i had to fall

In time i realize
everything i was but wise
you had fooled me
and left me in the drowning sea

An idiot i am
a lover for words i am
fill me with your words
throw me down the road

A believer i will not remain
Can you not refrain?
My revenge is forthcomings
its my song that you will sing

Who am i to make such threats
when i am in debt
I need you badly
everything else seems worldly