The seventh one

Change

Of all things change is probably what really really bugs me. Maybe because it was hardly ever there. but most probably it is because of my constant evaluation of the future. Whenever a change happens its consequences are felt almost immediately but when a change is sensed the thought of the result of the change is worse than the change itself ( figure that out!!:)) This forecast of change results in anxiety, tension and all kinds of mental crap.

Gone are the laid back life style of the towns. In the city change happens evry second. For most people change is just a distraction or a detour. They can live through it without the kind of impact it does to me.

All changes, good or bad have taken its toll on me. It never was an "issue" a few months ago. but now im begging for the rate of change to slow down.

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